Endless Days

18 more endless working days until the contract ends for the MAPs...the Management Apprenticeship Program under Sime Darby...the end seems so close yet so far...people has asked me of what my future plans are....and i honestly answer that i do not know...and i know i should be more worried....yet i'm not...i know that the end is looming itself.....and quite a few times i have peered at my unmoving phone with both hope and fear that some unknown caller would call me and present me with an opportunity (hope) or the thrill of yet another interview (fear)....However, I am saddened by the fact that i would not have any reason to come to the office anymore....the no longer mentally planning what to do for the day while dressing for the office...I am much more saddened to not see the friends that i have met on a daily basis for the 11 months....to not have all that anymore is rather unthinkable at the moment...though, i mean now we know that thats where we are heading but no one really voices it out...its there but its always kept at the back of our minds...if only i could minimize them into doll sizes and keep all of them in my pockets....if only....

Not so Conventional....but never wanted to be one...

I was looking at my blog and I figured that its not the conventional way to write up a blog...but i've never been the conventional type..a lot of people say that i do things weirdly...but i see it as eccentric...and anyhow i mean who put these lines of normality in the first place...i mean when these ppl put up the lines of normality...i bet ppl before them were like "wa-at"....u know...Ok fine possibly "normally" comes from the term of the "norm"...just seeing it likes that raises goose bumps...i mean who wants to be part of the norm...i for one want never want to be a part of the norm...someone wise told me to never accept the definition of others in context to your life...if you truly want to be happy....make your own definitions....as the most deserving person to be happy in your life is you yourself....i used to always try to make others happy....and try that i might....its impossible to make everyone happy w/out offsetting another reaction from another person....to say i'm always happy would also be naive of me...but i'm just LIVING MY LIFE!!!!...

Accnting Graduation 09/10

Typically late
tasteless food
drag of a queen....
but had an awesome time!!!!
I guess it doesnt really matter
where u are
wat u eat
if you got gooood company
u'lll hav a fweaking blast of a Time!!!!
I guess we had one of those moments
that is forever imprinted in memory...
moments that define are moment
you feel much love right?
I mean you do not need to be rich
you just need real and sincere friends around you
and you just know that everything is goin to be aite
even when the dread of monday is looming its ugly face
of going to a job that shall make you feel tiny and small...

Hence....i wishh you all love(n really it dont need to be about a girl n a boy)!!!!

LOvE

Love is beautiful
its just people that mess it up....
some say that love is a moments feeling
i says thats bullshit....
i mean if u feel that way
then that person is just not the one that you're meant to be with...
if you say that life intervenes
and everlasting love is just what we expect from movies
u just dont have your priorities straight...

call me naive
call me dumb
but just take a moment
take a silent one
and really look at that person beside you
sure he or she drives you crazy
but just think for a moment
about both of you
and bout the loving that you share
and how it binds you
it amazes you
be wondered by that feeling
and tell me what was it that you were fighting abt again?

the problem with cuples
is that they focus to much on other things
that they think it should define them
nothing needs to define your relationship
your relationship is yours
so make it personal!!!

doc love here
is no phd master of love or any sorts
but i mean considering my father who made me grew up
watching a whole lot of hindi movies
you would think that i pick up a thing or two

girl who likes him
- gurl go for it!!!...its the century that who the hell cares of who makes the move...

guy who likes her
- dud dont slober over her!!!...be smooth....be a gent...hold out the door for her...treat her with kind n respect....

girl or guy looking for the one
- stop whining, dont think of it too much ~ when that person comes that person will come ~ until then go shake what ur mama gave u!!!!.....

ah what the hell?
i dont know much of love better then the next person
ah toodles guys
i'm goin to go watch
ZoMBieLand!!!!

New Year

Wooohooo
new year n new begginins!!!!

if any resolutions should be made
one of them should be to
Have whole lot of shits of funsies!!!

Now i dont really give
in what other myte say or do or think
coz this is not their lives
this is my life
n i tend to make the best of it
....or something close of it!!!

ok of dis year
i took care of ppl whom i am close to
by shielding them too much of the truth
not really understanding
that they need at times to hear of the truth
however much it hurts
for them to get to this so called healing stage...

now wat has pissed me off is that
some of these peeps
has taken advantage too many times
and am not at all appreciated for the sacrifices i had to make
not that i demand for a return
but at least a thank you goes a long way.....

so starting as of now
i aint gonna care as much
for if the world thinks that they can
fight on their own
than exactly who m i to stop
all the bullshits that they get themselves in...

i'm not saying i dont get into crappy scenes
but without these ppl involving me in their matters
itd be drama free
n best of all i m
n mark my words
will be livin la vida loca!!!!

Chowsies n happy new year!!!!

Love Xmas Specials

H0h0h0h
Mewy Chrismas!!!!
I absolutely lovelovelove this time of the year
i mean the days off from our daily duties
are like just start of it....
i mean its like party ons and ends
whooohooooo
ok sorry that was just like a must....
but in truth i go and i bail
just as soon as the hype gets to hyped!
and then its like muvies all the way....
I've seen Sherlock homey and vaMPire assisstant
the brotherly love of
SherLock and Dr. Wat wins over Cirque d Freak....
probly gonna go c d chipmunks tonite....
anywho...after that its xmas specials all the way
until gloomy mon of course....
anyhow I'm happy...
just being home ryte now
n just doin some chores b4 going out
while putting "the strange familiar" on...

My last post

hahahaha
my last post actually sounds like pocahontas.....
i can actually hear "colours in the wind...."....